Monday, May 7, 2012

Kunal Chopra's diary -3 May 2012- 31st Aug 2011- Main aisa kyon hoon

Kunal Chopra's diary 3 May 2012- 31st Aug, 2011- Main aisa kyon hoon, main jaisa hoon main waisa kyon hoon,

Cant believe, this is the first time when the whole week seems to have zipped by without a single decent scene. They are trying their best with BDs but if the scenes are pathetic BD/no BD won't help, so I continue with what I have been doing this week.

Cut to 31st Aug, when Kunal comes to know that Richa is getting engaged and he is about to go there and is arguing with Anand,

Main aisa kyon hoon, main waisa kyon hoon

Log kitni aasni se hume naam de dete hai
Woh acha insaan hai
Yeh nakara hai
Woh ek winner hai
Yeh loser hai
Kabhi us loser se pucha hai
Use kaise lagta hai loser kehlaye jane par
Kya use pasand hai loser banna
Kya usne chaha tha loser banna
Kitni aasani se keh diya ki tum ek loser ho
Kunal aise hai, Kunal waisa hai,
Koi farak nahi padta use
Kisne kahan ki farak nahi padta
Sirf isliye ki main khamosh hoon
Sirf isliye ki main har baat muskura kar taal deta hai
Sirf isliye ki main ek loser hoon
Sirf isliye ki main aap se alag hoon
Kabhi us loser ko samjhne ki koshish kari hoti
To jaan jate ki use bhi loser kehlana pasand nahi hai
ki uske bhi tumhari tarah hi sapne the
ki woh bhi tumhari tarah hi muskurana chahta tha
woh bhi bus tumhari tarah hi tha

Kya tum jante ho loser kehlaye jane ka dard
Apno ke beech akele hone ka dard
Khushi ke piche aanson chupane ka dard
Jante to mujhe loser na samjhte !

This small 1-2 minute scene he had with Anand was again a nice scene, perfectly conveying the agony of a loser, what it feels to keep losing all the people in your life, what it feels to get blows after blows in life and still keep fighting, fighting for what no one knows.
Wonder who is a loser, someone who isn't materially rich or someone who is ready to do anything to earn the riches.
Or someone who is different from the world, someone who walks a different path and many a times is a walking alone on a new path.
Someone who doesn't fit the norms of the world

Hoping to bring some sense/order in my diary, it is just that all the old episodes seem so meaningful..the Aug ones.

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