Kunal Chopra's diary 1 April 2012- Atlast I can see her, not only in my dreams but with my open eyes too...
And now that I can see her, I don't want to lose her so easily
Jo kal tak itne door the ki un tak meri aawaz bhi nahi pahuch sakti thi
woh aaj itne karib hai ki hum do nahi ek hi nazar aa rahe the
kal tak jise apne khwabon mein dekhna bhi naseeb nahi tha
aaj woh haqeeqat ban kar samne khada tha
isse pehle ki yeh khwabon si zindagi tut jaye
use jeebhar kar jee lena chahta hoon
aur apni aankhon mein kaid kar lena chahta hoon
Today, when she suggested that I shouldn't hand over the CD to the kidnappers, I realised that inspite of her life being in danger, she still thought about my wellbeing and my case was first priority for her.
What more could I ever ask for in life.
And now when she was close to me, how could I let her life be in danger again.
I wanted to protect her from the kidnappers and wanted to give her the assurance that she is safe in my hands.
Assurance that as long as I am there, she wouldn't be harmed
Probably I wanted to assure myself of her presence as well.
Shayad main yeh bhi kehna chahta tha, ki
main bura to hoon, magar itna bhi bura nahi hoon
Yes, I realise, there is no update for 30th March episode,will look to cover the missing ones in May month
PS : So much for me being away from the blog..it is very difficult for me to not write..but the blog will not see regular updates in April month, there may be very few/no updates in April, and the updates may not be up to the mark either. Will catch up in May !
And now that I can see her, I don't want to lose her so easily
Jo kal tak itne door the ki un tak meri aawaz bhi nahi pahuch sakti thi
woh aaj itne karib hai ki hum do nahi ek hi nazar aa rahe the
kal tak jise apne khwabon mein dekhna bhi naseeb nahi tha
aaj woh haqeeqat ban kar samne khada tha
isse pehle ki yeh khwabon si zindagi tut jaye
use jeebhar kar jee lena chahta hoon
aur apni aankhon mein kaid kar lena chahta hoon
Today, when she suggested that I shouldn't hand over the CD to the kidnappers, I realised that inspite of her life being in danger, she still thought about my wellbeing and my case was first priority for her.
What more could I ever ask for in life.
And now when she was close to me, how could I let her life be in danger again.
I wanted to protect her from the kidnappers and wanted to give her the assurance that she is safe in my hands.
Assurance that as long as I am there, she wouldn't be harmed
Probably I wanted to assure myself of her presence as well.
Shayad main yeh bhi kehna chahta tha, ki
main bura to hoon, magar itna bhi bura nahi hoon
Yes, I realise, there is no update for 30th March episode,will look to cover the missing ones in May month
PS : So much for me being away from the blog..it is very difficult for me to not write..but the blog will not see regular updates in April month, there may be very few/no updates in April, and the updates may not be up to the mark either. Will catch up in May !
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